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Medicine :iconhamletspants:hamletspants 11 19
Pay Stub
The inhale and the exhale,
two weeks' respiration
in gasps and wheezes,
debit diseases;
twenty-six Fridays a year circled red,
twenty-six days we can breathe in
without pain;
but then, again:
the bills get scratched in,
need groceries, need gin, the car
still needs gas, credit card's on our ass;
breathing out those long
hours into check-writing prowess -
like air, it runs out; too
soon we've expelled
every penny as breath;
winded, we climb back in the wheel
to run madly again,
tides washing out, oxygen
changed slowly to carbon dioxide
fourteen days left
until we can breathe in.
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 8 15
I lived here, once,
shaving moments into jars
sealed tight,
so I could look at them later.
My recollections gathered dust
in all my cobwebby corners,
stacked upon each other and wrinkled.
Sometimes at night a box bursts
open, flowing up before me,
too much light in the darkness,
old cardboard wet in the basement.
I lived here, once,
when the memories were fresh.
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 7 23
Mozart and Crayons
A chapel, window-stained perfect,
notes of the orchestra rebounding
against the thick black oak of the pews.
A lady bug is flitting
in and out of the stage lights, drawn
to the heat or the music;
how must this seem
in the senses of an insect?
Vibrations tripping over each other,
pushing the air before them in waves;
what is the thrum of the timpani,
when even polite applause ripples
the very fabric beneath your wings?
Maybe, like birds against the rush
of highway traffic, swooping in to catch the thrill
of displaced air, her hovers
and dives are shaped by the invisible tide
of the violins, the bassoon.
Perched upon the smooth, lacquered seat, the world
is being repainted in colored wax; eyes fixed
the little girl sketches
a purple pony, shaggy and rough.
In the air of the chapel, melody
comes alive, mixes into her
scribbled mosaic.
Beauty needs no definition
in the vibrant instant
while artistry reigns. This
is something the old Masters
have known, lost in the decades
and centuries wit
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 8 16
For Nelson Mandela
In this cup, I once held the world;
you were so tiny, skin like starlight
against my worn and tired hands.
In the years and the hate,
I could not always keep you
close. I gave my life
to piercing the darkness
and you, cupped in these hands,
you gave me light. You forged
my knees straight and standing
when I wanted them to buckle. This world
I have tried to build
for you
is suddenly empty -
these cracked fingers, once etching
the course of the river of history,
no longer hold water.
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 164 87
Crater by hamletspants Crater :iconhamletspants:hamletspants 4 7
Things We Don't Know
She doesn't know I love her
in the steps between
strawberry dotted acres
and the old gravel trails,
where the dogs run free, playful
barking into wind and the old
she doesn't know that some nights
the melody she sings -
notes dripping like a showerhead -
is the highlight of my day.
In the silence of sleep
she frets and twists, afraid
and dreaming I will find greener leaves
of grass, seas of a brighter blue, or cleaner
flavors on the breeze;
she doesn't know
in the circle of her arms only
I sleep
at last.
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 6 18
Small patches of color sprinkle
over her when he's away tending
the gray fields. Browsing an old photo album,
these small hours of quiet she's left with,
she soaks in the spectrums
so many years
ago; crowded markets in Delhi, or floating
in the icy captured roll of the Rockies.
He was strength in skin when they met,
And her feet were so very sore
from walking, the dust
that covered her crusted continents and his
just the healthy grit of black farming soil.
His rough hands helped reshape her,
brought her home to birth,
the long drawing hours he sweated away
from her. For seasons her reasons
stayed with her, before she saw the faded
shade of years wrinkling her, sinking by inches
into the dirt, the old farm house a circling buzzard.
The soil beneath her nails became tar, and she
heavy with it.
Fingers trailing the sail on an old postcard,
she smells the seaside in Vancouver, salty
tearing, and churning water of a rocky shoreline.
She has an hour or so a day
between his lunch and
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 5 10
In those harrowing moments
between texts you send from Spain; that rooftop
in Prague; you drinking Absinthe and me,
my desk in the heartless
land, how I hate you -
an organ, somewhere lower
than my beating heart, your rhythm
echoing lonely into my diaphragm.
A cadence in your voice zips between
my pulse, cackling
that I have
Dust such as we should never.
Your eyes look into the world
I try to write in darkness.
You are the photograph
I have never taken.  You are
the part of me
which terror
does not allow.
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 6 11
It was on the dripping Saturday mornings, grass heavy,
wet; the air hanging out the windows in gray streaks;
when the TV was on the fritz, or reruns
painted its numbing
swirl in the colors of boredom.
That was the type of morning Johnny Cash
found his way to the top
of the battered stack; we'd sing of Folsom Prison in our pajamas,
eat pancakes while he danced around the faded room, weaving
between us, spilling parts of himself
he didn't believe in, even
as the sun ushered out
the mists; and the yard – once sodden – birthed
its own green sheen.
We were too young then, to hear the end
of the story: to understand the blues –
Folsom's or any other: that life has its price;
it does not barter
when the collectors come calling.
Sunshine burns
through the never-recorded stanzas, spun silent
behind twelve-bar repetition; spliced
into the seams of blistering riffs and masking
syllables which can only be touched when the world
is a steel gray string, soaking
in its misery; w
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 5 15
Taste Tested
Taste Tested
You once loved me as if I were edible
I wanted you
to become an aficionado of me, to sample
and whisper
the delicate hints you detected
with each slow, considered taste.
I need you to unfold me like a napkin,
turn me over in your lap,
take me in with your tested tongue,
hold me
within you so
my seasoning dissolves within.
You slurp me in, canned soup,
cast me aside as though I am
nothing more satisfying
than fast food.
Don't you sense that I am spoiling
from the inside
without your hands
to warm me?
Or is it that my subtleties
cannot penetrate your calloused
taste buds, so tired from too many
salted, steamy treats?
You want for me to believe
you are a connoisseur, well versed
in delicacies, but this banquet
is too refined for your
colloquial taste.
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 2 9
Against the Church Bells
Against the Churchbells
They make fun of me, the bankers,
in their plaids and khaki voices,
when the daylight's far away like the smell of money.
A poster hanging for theatre
and words and I
am in it, or on it, before it.
It's the questions, the needles, inking
me with the weight of them; a dozen
questions, feigned drippy interest in the exploration
which might fool someone who listens
less or longs more.
Go home, to your leaking wives
who hate you and please you
in silent, equal turns. Ask them your vapid questions, and hear
them answer you
are not their answer; they lost sight so long ago now,
when the trees bent
into the wind and not before it,
and you turning, day by fading day,
into the fleshy lump that will die beside them.
You are a sweater vest, itching
and too warm, coiling about your own lungs, clinging
to breathe the emptiness just a little
minute longer.
Your questions remind me
why I have never met
something so precious
as an unasked question, looming
just beyond hearing,
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 2 5
In Between
In Between
My laughter felt like rape
in the aftermath:
a phone call
an ambulance
a card game.
Already halfway, I pledged myself
to numbness.
It's what we do, shedding
tears in the silence when the room
is dark.
In the daylight, laughing bears
us forward, shored up
with each others' weaving shoulders
until we, once again alone,
face the darkness in bleary-eyed
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 4 10
In the clatter of fresh-washed plates,
whipped cream settling into its annual pasty cling,
the phone call
invades jovial banter
over a post supper card game.
You were dying
half the world distant;
rolling Pacific waves stopped
short of shore, left
the sands naked and shivering
in your final breezes.
I think we heard you say goodbye,
your quiet lips lisping in the shuffle
of the cards, while the children
hid and sought.
:iconhamletspants:hamletspants 4 14
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No creaking doors,
or loose boards that protest when stepped on.
Just silence.
She comes here for the memories -
collecting them one by one,
placing them in the pockets of her mind.
A happy one here,
a sad one there.
She wants to store them all up
before they are lost.
And so she comes back -
touching this or that treasure,
lingering over old photographs,
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These things that don't add up to a life,
but are the leavings of it.
The remembering fills empty places,
but leaves her wanting more.
So she stays just a little longer,
not wanting to leave the pieces of what was -
not quite ready to leave,
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Outside the air is crisp with the first shy kiss of winter, but, save for the bittersweet longing which you have stirred in my heart, I am both warm and content.
Alone tonight, I am reading your letter by candlelight. Creased, wrinkled, and smudged, stains of tears like tiny constellations on its surface, it is only a careworn piece of paper. Yet I think there is but one thing more precious to me in all the world - and that the impassioned heart which wrote the words upon it.
I hear your voice as I read them, as if you were with me even now. I can hear it as clearly as I can hear the notes of the Cavatina - just as you played it for me so long ago.
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my voice...
frightens me
the words slide
onto the paper,
neatly in a row
like children
lined up in
the cafeteria
quiet as
put down for
their 1:00 nap
but when I
open my mouth
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The man with the umbrella smile
and bright crooked eyes
strips down the daylight
like a hunter skinning first kill
He lurches under a darkling moon
tucking kite string under his coat
where the wind gathers tears and leaves
and scatters you in bits and pieces.
He has cold hands without gloves
and loves to touch you secretly
when he thinks the moon is not watching
and your lips are stitched shut
by a mother's weary hands.
His sighs are solitary shades
growing in a damp knot
under the stretch of your dress
where he baits your breath
and forces you to hold it
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He offers you pieces of stars
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places promises on your tongue
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arched between your thighs
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He unpins night from the sky
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as he slumps beneath
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the fingers sliding along
his skin until he winces
beneath the heel of
her hand, a rough
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       thoughts of you,
big as the sea
   lapping at my feet.
        In my shell,
  I’m invulnerable,
    inviolate, but
        you lie
      beneath me,
  a wet invitation
         I cannot
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I’ll wait for you in
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discover me
among fresh green
sheets like the
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overspread me
like wildflowers unchecked,
planting your roots in
my warm soil
and we will roll
away like verdant hills
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Shades of Meaning
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Current Residence: about a block west of Sesame Street
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Favourite genre of music: Anything that makes me want to move and/or sing
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Shell of choice: Turtle
Wallpaper of choice: Kermit the Frog
Skin of choice: Yours...Rrrraow.
Favourite cartoon character: Marvin the Martian - Stewie - Foamy
Personal Quote: "Listen to your life - all moments are key moments" - Frederick Buechner
We are now within one week to the opening of Dreamwell's "Henry V" - this cast kicks total Elizabethan ass!  I hope to stay on my toes and keep up with the quality they are setting!

Locals (and travelers) can reserve tix at  - this won't be your momma's Shakespeare! Shows are June 3, 4, 10 & 11 @ 7:30P, and June 5 & 12 @ 2PM.

And if you can't make the show next weekend, my friend :iconmarzguy: will have the Montserrat Poetry Festival in full swing!

Ooooooooh, I sense road-trip possibilities! Missourri for the festival, then to Iowa for Henry the second weekend!

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AlisonBlue Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2011  Student Writer
enjoying your work -- amazing gallery.
hamletspants Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2011
Thank you!
liazrdqueen Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2011   General Artist
Happy, Birthday, Kev! :D
hamletspants Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2011
Thank you!
Blueskye27 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Hi, Kevin. :hug:
hamletspants Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2011
Hi sweet! Hope you are well!
Blueskye27 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Hope you're well, too. :hug:
liazrdqueen Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2010   General Artist
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and yours, Kev. :hug:
hamletspants Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2010
Merry Christmas and big hugs all around. :santa:
Blueskye27 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
I came by to see your new poems. I don't see them... :tears:
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